Hello Susie's page! I feel amazinly cool that I have my own site where I can completely selfishly and guiltlessy talk about me! For that reason and my blantant openess I hope that no one else reads this page. Since my secrets are so scandalous and all.
Well - for life in general. Who can complain? Things come things go. Things happen. All out of your control, even if you fall, close your eyes, or shout in profane attestment the world will keep right on spinning. I guess the optimists advise would be 'mind-as-well to make the best of it.' If its gonna go down no matter what - even a little participation will be far from failing. Like I said - just a jumble - I never claimed to be writting literature.
Becky came down for the night. Her mom and pop are in town visiting grandchild number five. I think its Justin's Zoe? Even though we are apart and don't talk much, we really don't even have that much in common anymore - even if that continues to be the case - I will forever be bonded to Becky. She has been through so much with me - I couldn't severe our relationship if I tried.
I'm sick of liking Bryce. He's far away, and gone. Other boys are around - yet I still dont want to date any of them. Why? Becuase they are not Bryce. But no one ever gets married who waits. thats just the stupidessed idea ever.
I went out with an Adam Murphy today. We actually talked about our dad's and how they fell away from the church. I think that is one of the first times that I have talked to anyone about dad in such an informal and casual occasion. It actually felt kinda good. I dont have to hide it anymore, I dont feel afraid.
Jessica and Lydia went to buy pumpkins today - we went to Macys. I wanted a really big one, but I got a really small one. They are sold by the pound. I wonder what it would feel like not to have to worry about money anymore. ?werid huh? I probably wouldn't have to worry about money anymore if I sold security systems this summer. ah geez. What I really want to do is go with Becky up to Alaska and live there and work either in a lodge or on a cruise ship. Number one being the cruise ship. But I just don't know how much money I would make. And as far as the bank and savings account would go - it would defiently be worth the sacrifice to sell once again for a summer. ah hah ha - Heavenly Father what do you think I should do?
Thank you. It always helps to ask.
Say seven brides for seven brothers today. - oddest movie ever. Actually saw it with Adam. I think he may like me - but he is to much of an older brother for me. I hope things donnt ever become awkward, and I internally hope that I only see him on a friend basis for always.